In life, we don’t choose who we meet or who crosses our path. Sometimes they’re good people, and sometimes they’re bad.
You came out of nowhere and made me realize so many things—so many beautiful things, but also some bad ones…
I realized that the man I’m with doesn’t give me the attention I deserve. I realized that the love he gives me isn’t enough for my heart. Reality hit me right in the face when you showed up without warning.
My relationship was strong, but in a different way. I need to feel like a woman, and the man I’m with doesn’t make me feel that way. Question after question, I realized that you came into my life to open my eyes. You’ve shown me how to love myself just as I am, to see myself as beautiful and sexy, to view myself differently. Day after day, we chat, we exchange sweet little words, and I feel a sense of comfort within me, but also a sense of sadness and anger. Comfort because I realize that a man who knows me only a little but is getting to know me is capable of seeing me for who I truly am. Sadness and anger because, for years, the man I’m with has never made me feel this way, and it’s only after so many years, a family, and a daily routine that I’m realizing this… I realize that I need a thoughtful man who shows me that I’m beautiful in his eyes, that I make him happy in many ways, and that I’m not just “his girlfriend who fills the void in his daily routine.”
My relationship has a long way to go, and unfortunately, it’s thanks to you—you who came out of nowhere—that might just change everything.